Only once in an eclipsed moon I update my blog.


I realized that I cannot write something that does not contain any rubbish talk like what the hell I've been up to or like a constant chatter about the smallest detail of my life **you know twitter-like haha!** I've been meaning too, to let certain people know how I've managed my life now that I became an adult or am I still the idiot I once am.

And it's effing frustrating how I can't write a paragraph now that does not include words like building system, work summary, estimate bidding form or materials quality control **part-time work**. Being an adult comes with its own perks and pressure like my aggressive goal to million what I earn. HAH!! How I wish to the moon I can still waste the night away and come to school late and just photocopy what I must learn. hehe!!



It's been so boring lately I can't help but think what was I doing a year ago?


Other than procrastinating and feeling miserable about my recent grade, I was probably hanging out with friends and wondering what I would be doing now. Maybe still catching some sleep. Sleep was precious way back.


2 Years ago.....

Definitely competing with daem in plate projects. Memorizing those crazy dance moves in P.E and planning the next gimmick in the pretense of site visit. Procrastinating again -_-


5 Years ago.....

Sunbathing the roasting heat of midday and donned in white T-shirt and fatigue stiffening my whole body to look like a true-blue Cadette officer. Worrying about crushes, boys, high school drama and a bad case of acne. I was just Adie the softball captain and fighting for the attention of the baseball captain was everything. Hehe!! **I was never reserved with my emotions then not like now and I can flirt to oblivion. where was all of my impulsiveness gone?**


10 years ago.....

I was the snotty little brat who likes to gang up her younger sister. And worrying is just a pain in the ass. Cartoon network was like the next best thing and Play station. Must I've been wondering about all of this, I don't know.



haaay....who knows what I'll be like the next time I feel like writing about myself again.hmmmm

ja ne!













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May 22, 2009:





I've cut my Rapunzel hair and it's effing short now. Shoulder length and super layered. Its like what I sported back then only better and super better. hehe!

I decided to cut the ugly part and the hairdresser was horrified when he saw i'm harboring an abominable dead hair. **must be a taboo in his world** When I hinted he will cut it bob style I instantly bolted out. He must have realized there's no way in this third world place I will sport a do' like that. No effing way!

Dorm people said I look decent and like a girl now. what?! So, all the while I look like a walking asexual being? Hate chuu XD


Sister strongly insisted on taking a photo of me and put it on her blog. Fucking no. I'm the only one can abuse her and do the things she must have dreamed of doing to me as a retribution. deal with it -_-

An acquaintance pointed out not so long ago why I bother with long posts and its making readers **like her obviously** strained reading it. Does she think I cared? I blog to please myself.

As a response this should cover it. hehe! -_-







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Another batch of retrieved pictures. This time our pseudo-excursion under the name of BIO 101.

Quick summary; because we were obliterating one by one until graduation **blame of the maths in the world** we were reduced to 9 students who still hasn't taken up BIO 101 and its pretty estranged listening to the 20, 000 leagues under the sea were you're down to 9 people.

We're supposed merge with the group of freshmen but all of my classmates turned up one by one at the pier in the pretense on camaraderie **this was one of those moments when WE feel obligated to come because the call of beach + free = fun were very intense** after we thought they won't come at all. And to think I encourage **hence begged** half of them when they already planned out the beach invasion beforehand. hah!!







Crazy people. -_-








Tina, usutsuki! And to think I pleaded you to come and all the while you planned to?! grr.....









The first boat was ours the second was the freshmen's. And I don't exactly recall where we are, my teacher lost me at the mention of scuba diving. XD Well, behold the wonder of Samal Island, or so they say. hehe! And yes it is white sand.







Snorkeling!!! I know how to dive mind you **how come I don't when there's a big dam just in the outskirt of our town**











**one of the things you pick up when you were together for almost 5 years and seeing each other's faces everyday was that never show any pound of flesh than you normally show to further fed the ero-ero infested minds of the highly libido-ed individuals. we can never forget how thick skinned they are! daem I doubt you're one of them but who knows? you have the same genetic structure. hehe!**












Among the advantages of them showing up? They come bearing food!! ahaha. Now Maam whose name escaped me, who says they're trouble? -_-








Carla and Marga enjoying their grilling. Carl, if I knew better I won't ever believe you cooked something edible. well....








There's nothing better than grilled bangus coupled with savoury spicy sauce than i guess an equally mouthwatering hunk in trunks strolling along the beach. hehe!!














While the others were busy cataloging the forgotten BIO project we were busy playing around. Well, the food evens out the fare so we just asked them to remember all those they did under and along the sea or so we thought they actually did. vague...




















On the boat home. Everyone was dead tired and asleep but we still manage to capture the moment before sunset and the calmness of the sea. Breathtaking, really.












We were provided with great view for our attempt to emo-ness of course. xp


















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Side story: I know what you did last field trip!



We were supposed to go swimming again after, this time in swimming pool. If these people were high on energy booster I don't know but, I never had any intention of going. Tiredness is a symptom of aging!

I never heard of their chatter about this the day after. I don't know the details but........


THIS HAPPENED!








No wonder! Goodness, who died and made them the next bunch of those shameless pseudo-hunks on TV?!! am laughing my ass of really. **staring too long will cause an intracranial pressure followed by seizure and will result in sudden death**


























Eda Karla Rodriguez, star student. Pag-asa ng bayan. went crazy




























These are the only ones I manage to snagged before they went to great lengths to retrieve the pictures scattered! hahaha. **The traitor were among them and budget for classroom espionage could feed a mid-size classroom. BWAHAHAHA!!!**












Where it all happened










It brings amusement to us the misfortune of others. hehe! Rai-rai nearly send a great fortune of these pix for our batch's yearbook. They made a devil's bargain I suppose. Retribution comes to those who wait. Sweet.....












p.s. eds, gomeeeen!!! hehehe what can I do? its your misfortune these pictures were retrieved. XD

Labels: biology 101, boat, grilling, samal island, snorkelling, swimming

I'm liking this words. Watching re-runs of Avatar does some good to my vocabulary. hehe!







How hard it is to be a professional bum, I wonder. I'm officially a bum now. And I'm currently learning the ways of being a bum. I thought my back-up plan was good, but what I didn't expect was that fate's plan was even better. LOL.

Now I'm left with the option to either use my savings *which I painstakingly endure meriendas* or to work in call centers. hehe! WHAT?! With jobs available to my line of work, I'll be eating my hammies in no time.


Well, it's not that i'm totally out of option, my father gave me one. And he's the reason i'm in this predicament. If I still want my allowance I'd have to work for him in the construction. Money's in the construction, his words. And I'll be my own boss. He also won't share with the profits of small projects he will give me. VERY TEMPTING! The catch? Construction will be my death bed in no time.

The overview: FATHER only bids in projects offered in south cotabato, which means it's in rebel infested areas. Laborers and the et cetereas don't respect me least follow me. I have a problem commanding someone older than me *geezers*. And I tasted all of this twice when poverty was unbearable during holidays and summers. Goodness, I always get yelled at by Father not because of incompetence but because i'm a wimp, I'm at loss at how to yell and straighten their butts out. And you know how I think yelling at someone who doesn't move the way you want them to is a pain in the ass. hehe! I have authority issues. Amen.

Another thing, I experienced once being the project manager of a small project in Sariff Aguak, a solar dryer. It's in Muslim area, but I don't have anything against Muslims, except that water and oil doesn't really mix in together. You know how people get funny when it comes to religion *touchy topic*. They worked just before 2pm and expected to be paid a days worth. The laborers were another thing, they kept bothering an advance even though they're overd ropped. The wives and children does the trick though. What?! How can I refused them when they had puppy-eyes and sob stories??? I lost half the income.


Ah, seems like I can't move on with that past ordeal. If I can't deal with it sooner or later I'll be the one moving on in thy kingdom come out of hunger. hehe!


But i'm still up with call centers though. Beggars can't be choosers right? Night jobs are not a big deal to me. I've been used to live in nighttime too besides Im miserable in daytime. hehe! The promised of high salary still deludes my mind. You know, the frenzy of anticipating lotsa money on the 15th circling my mind. But then again, my sideline *autocad* beats call center. hahaha


Aaaahhhaaha.....penniless is mortifying, ne? I can't believe lotsa people opt for being a bum as a career choice. And I also can't believe why my mind still refuse to comprehend that there's no easy money. hahaha! Mataku, haven't I learned *and watched* over and over again the teachings of Patrasche and REMI and Edward-kun *Srgt. Keroro cited* the principle of Equivalent Trade? That enable to gain something you must present something of equal value. *bow* Amen.

Labels: avatar, bum, call center, construction, holiday, summer

After thinking trice, I decided I'll have this page to my good old’ mother because I realized that she’s a one hell of a woman. There is no dull moment with her. Actually the real reason behind this was I remembered her long and explosive STORY-TELLING about her recent victims— I mean detractors. hehe!

How about we start this with "Mother is awesome, she breathes fire, owns a very big and sturdy-looking fork—figuratively speaking, an aura as huge as all of us combined and she towers most of the people we knew which makes her formidable and would make my point seem literal".


Anyway, my mother is my father's yang; father is the water and my mother, the DRAGON. Hehe!

I recall back in my elementary days how terrified I am with her that I don’t even invite friends over. She was really scary and I mean REALLY scary. My older brothers were scared of their wits when mother incarcerated *I love using that word* them in a dark storage together with our unfriendly dog when they tried to off the dog’s family by ‘accidentally’ drowning them **it was so cool at that time until they were caught**, when she hanged me in the feet upside down because I gave all of our dinner to my cats, when she forced-kneel my sister in mongo beans under the scorching heat in front of her boyfriend because my sister secretly took our car and drive around town in the middle of the night and went home early in the morning the day after *stupid!* or when she stripped my younger brother all of his clothes and forced kneel him in from of us with all his crowning glory erecting in embarrassment *teenager, ultra stupid* because my brother was ultra lazy to include the used clothes in the hamper and use the used clothes again the next day for an unknown reason.


See? she's ultra scary and she doesn't even have to raise her voice. Just her chilly and nerve-standing glare is enough to make us scuttle.........including father! HAHAHA



But the odd thing is, the only employees who actually liked working with mother are Dodong and Bam-bam with the H. I can comprehend the logic behind bham-bham's mystery. He is the most resilient person I know. He can actually dismiss my mother's fearsome rambling and even make good out of it *the ingenuity of the person!* but I don’t really know how to explain about Dodong.

He's the most timid person in the block and very very susceptible to bullying. At first I thought 'maybe he's just scared," but he proved US wrong when he even hauled his huge family to work for mother in the farm. HAH! Scarcity beats fear! LOL.


Anyhow, mother isn't that all bad. As far as I know she's the only person who can hover and never gets you annoyed. Oh, it's brilliant, she can hover all day. hehe! But now I guess she's a little tamed with us. She can't bully my big brothers anymore *ahmm, no smooching, no cuddling and no spoiling of grandchildren. genius!*.

And we're good with disappearing act now because WE know she can't stand to have father all by herself nowadays. And with all Papi's love maneuvers and ero-ero speeches, figures! hahaha!!!!


But mamita, for all of our much remembered hostile memories of the past, remember WE CARE.........sometimes! hehe. Of course we do. Right? HAPPY EFFING MOTHER'S DAY!!!!!!!













p.s. we also learned the art of persuasion and manipulation applicable to situation where she could condemn us to death without being judged. We learned from the best and who experienced real-life situations where he had to do his damnest best to persuade you he's not fooling around! hahahhaha......Papi, get a life!

Labels: experience, family, father, mother, mothers day

Yatta! I finally mastered the art of swirling pictures. LOL. It’s really easy you know when you also have an awesomeness in photography like me. You just have to set your cam to night mode *usually with good digicams night mode needs a tripod or not*, focus then click. Don’t worry your cam will do the job for you then, you have a swirling effect on your picture! Easy right? Of course, there’s no bloody steady hand can prevent from saying after 5 seconds.





However said: “Try and try until you die” kudos! My 8th time, perfect.XD














I seriously steadied my hands as long as I can. Its not blurry but the lights swayed. Yehe!











This time I tried standard lighting with night mode effect, but I deliberately shook the cam the moment I captured it. PURRR-fect!!!










Taken by sister *jealousy*. She really swung the camera to oblivion because she can’t do it properly. **I-click ba naman muna bago i-shake. May 2 sec interval pa yan ha? Adik na bata, haha** Well, it turned out good. Neng, BRAVO!!











China town. This was taken out of frustration because we miss the dragon parade and all. Not intentional, well all of our pictures that night turned out blurry or like this one. Kind of expected with my mom’s killing aura and all *we dragged her there out of nothing*.













Kids this age can’t read proper English. Either you enlarge it the size of the moon or embossed it with gold, you can’t help the growing urges to touch the water fountain...……..with swirling lights……..and unpredictable water surges and interchangeable lights. Restrain is not one of a child's strong point. So there.

hehe! easy-peasy this effect-effect thingie. just follow thesteps and you'll be a pro in no time. Just don't mention photoshop. hehe










p.s. my eyes is also swirling right now. I'm in the middle of editing thousands of pictures XD.

Labels: digital camera, photography, pictures, swirl effects, tripod